The true from the not...

This has been quite a troublesome day for me... What with the news of losing friends... But then again...

Did they really think of me as their friend? Well I may never know what goes on in their minds but on my part my conscience is clear. I may have been strict with the site's guidelines but everything enforced here was for everyone's safety in mind.

I may have been emotional. Some I guess find it quite exaggerated or even corny. But that's me. That's who I am.

One thing is for sure... For all the bad and slanderous comments said of me. I do not feel the need to retaliate. What for? At least now I know who really are my friends

Reminiscing mood...

Now tears are rolling down my face...

Bad News at a Bad Time

I was totally suprised by what had transpired awhile ago. I was in deep depression, a really deep one. And when I logged on the net... Lo and behold I saw someone logged on ym. I immediately sent a message hoping to strike a conversational chat. At last I had someone whom I chose to tell my frustrations as of late.

Then it hit me... BAM !!! It was like a bomb. Bad news at a bad time. The person whom I hoped would help me out of my mire brought an even bigger problem. Not even caring if the news hurt me... From what I saw.

Whoever said that if your down there's no place to go but up... Was stupid. Crashing on the ground might even burrow me deeper in the mud and earth.

I'm not hoping that all this bad luck is gonna end... I'm just hoping it slows down a bit.

Nothing and Emptiness

Here I am again... A week has gone by for the new year yet nothing much has changed. Been sick for most of the recent days and there is still the feeling of nothingness and emptiness.

When will it all end :(

Sneaky...

I really hate it when other people go through your stuff then take some of it without you knowing it. And thos people are your own brother's at that.

I am really fuming right now. The house was to undergo a mapecon treatment for termites and stuff. So I cleaned up my room then left it open and advised the maid to look after it when it is being treated. Lo and behold, when I got home some stuff were already missing. Those sneaky bastards... That's why I always keep my room closed when I am not at home.

Superbad...

Watched SUPERBAD awhile ago. Not bad. Typical high school teenager stuff topics. Like... Booze , juvenile delinquency and sex. Brings back memories...

Hell just watching it made me wanna drink beer... Hehehe... Now I'm wasted and thinking about where I'm going tonight. That is if I don't lie in bed and fall asleep.

Reminiscing...

Haven't made any entry these past few days. Nothing significant happened anyways...

Well while browsing the net... I accidentally came across an old song which I really loved. Imagine... I haven't heard the song in years. Yet I sang along to it, knowing the lyrics by heart.

So I'm sharing the song here right now.

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Girl, you're looking fine tonight,

and every guy has got you in his sights

What you're doing with a clown like me,

is surely one of life's little mysteries

So tonight I'll ask the stars above,

How did I ever win your love?

What did I do?

What did I say,

to turn your angel eyes my way?

Well, I'm the guy who never learned to dance,

never even got one second glance

Across a crowded room was close enough,

I could look but I could never touch

So tonight I'll ask the stars above,

How did I ever win your love?

What did I do?

What did I say,

to turn your angel eyes my way?

Don't anyone wake me,

if it's just a dream

'Cause she's the best thing,

that's ever happened to me

All you fellows, you can look all you like,

but this girl, you see, she's leavin' here with me tonight

There's just one more thing that I need to know,

if this is love why does it scare me so?

It must be something only you can see,

'cause girl I feel it when you look at me

So tonight I'll ask the stars above,

How did I ever win your love?

What did I do?

What did I say,

to turn your angel eyes my way?