November 4... When the clock struck 12 midnight. I was reminded once again by my cellphone. The reminder went off again. This happens every 4th of each and every month. This should have been our 37th monthsary. That is if me and my ex were still together.
A few days ago... I was checking out my old friendster account. An account that I don't use anymore but check once in a while for any new messages. While reviewing my friends list I noticed my ex changed the name on her account(this was an alternative account different from her main one) and she put the name of my favorite actor. While the subtitle on her pic was one of the terms of endearment that I would call her. Even more she put a line of our theme song on her shoutbox. Then I noticed that it has been 2 weeks since she logged in on that account.
Now I ask myself... Why did she have to do this? What was her intention? Or was it just nothing to her? Coz to tell you the truth I am still hurt by what had happened to us. The series of events after that. I opened my thoughts on moving on... But after this I am confused again. Should I or should I not try to contact her again?
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)

No comments:
Post a Comment