The true from the not...

This has been quite a troublesome day for me... What with the news of losing friends... But then again...

Did they really think of me as their friend? Well I may never know what goes on in their minds but on my part my conscience is clear. I may have been strict with the site's guidelines but everything enforced here was for everyone's safety in mind.

I may have been emotional. Some I guess find it quite exaggerated or even corny. But that's me. That's who I am.

One thing is for sure... For all the bad and slanderous comments said of me. I do not feel the need to retaliate. What for? At least now I know who really are my friends

Reminiscing mood...

Now tears are rolling down my face...

Bad News at a Bad Time

I was totally suprised by what had transpired awhile ago. I was in deep depression, a really deep one. And when I logged on the net... Lo and behold I saw someone logged on ym. I immediately sent a message hoping to strike a conversational chat. At last I had someone whom I chose to tell my frustrations as of late.

Then it hit me... BAM !!! It was like a bomb. Bad news at a bad time. The person whom I hoped would help me out of my mire brought an even bigger problem. Not even caring if the news hurt me... From what I saw.

Whoever said that if your down there's no place to go but up... Was stupid. Crashing on the ground might even burrow me deeper in the mud and earth.

I'm not hoping that all this bad luck is gonna end... I'm just hoping it slows down a bit.

Nothing and Emptiness

Here I am again... A week has gone by for the new year yet nothing much has changed. Been sick for most of the recent days and there is still the feeling of nothingness and emptiness.

When will it all end :(